Sunday, April 19, 2015
They were the same words that had the power to shatter me.. I heard them many times from many people.. every time the pain increased a notch higher.. it multiplied.. it scared me..
This time the pain so much that it just ceased to exist... I locked myself in a room.. I tried to shout out loud, loud so that someone could pull me out.. it was an intimate moment where at one time I saw all those ppl mocking at me and the other when I was crying alone in that closed space.. I am still able to hear those words many decibels higher and every time the void in my heart gets deeper.
“No matter wat I do, U need more, U shud go see a counselor or a psychiatrist.. a gud one this time..”
Thursday, October 20, 2011
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
– Desperate Housewives
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
The asymmetry that distance brings into one's life is so tremendous. From climate to conversations, from people to priorities, from sunrise to sunset everything changes.. but the biggest hit is the time zone.. Its so strange that my whole day goes by waiting for your night and your whole night goes by waiting for my day... It upsets me that my wake-up calls become your good-night calls turning me all the more nocturnal.. Its a like viscious circle where we don't get to see the sunset together.. but yeah.., the moon makes me realise that WE are still on the same planet...
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Life is like a stage... People come , people go.. People come to go out one day.. nad when they leave, they have no intention to return back..
Past that makes present so fake and past that is no longer important!
When you fall into it, its a viscious cycle of emotions, of luv, of hatred, of trust and of hypocrisy..
'Blogging frm Accenture Pvt Ltd on a sunday afternoon, getting highly bored with nuhtin:)
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Death is slowly taking over me.. but who will take care of mom nd di after tat.. only reason Im living ur so called given life.. but I know Ill be dying pretty soon.. I know its comin..but Im only worried abt mom nd di.. I don know.. Ill have o make so arrangements fast..
I so wish I cud get back my childhood.. wen I was little grl.. jus happily playin.. with mom nd di.. Rem my childhood bdays.. I used o get so many presents.. big cake.. big parties.. Di always used to give me so many surprises..I was unaware of pain tat time..
My bday wish: Gimme Death but plz take care of mom nd di....
I wonder how mnay ppl on this earth wish death on their bdays!